I haven't been here since September because of the chemotherapy, I had spent a lot of time tired and not into doing a whole lot of things.
I am cancer free now, and ready to get on with things as I get monitored for the next year. Everything went well with that, and I am very happy.
I have spent a lot of time knitting and getting projects done since the middle of November, so there hasn't been much going on with my life except that and healing.
Christmas is coming very soon, and I have been thinking about past Christmas' and how life changes for everyone.
Since this pandemic has changed everything for the whole world, it is hard to NOT think about the times we spent together, and how we used to do things with friends and family.
This year, I am grateful and thankful for my life. It has been a long road to take, but I got to my destination, and my family is still with me and I am closer to my mom and my aunt.
The last month or so have been very interesting too, I have reached out to my sister, whom I don't have a close relationship with and we seem to be getting closer. She is a good person, and loves me as I love her, but we don't always chat regularly or get together. I am praying that starts to happen soon.
I recently found a good friend. I haven't seen her in over 25 years. I have often thought about her and prayed that she was doing well. She is married and has two children and is happy. I am so glad since her childhood was rough. I love to see things like that in life.
This year, I won't be putting up my Christmas decorations. Not because I am NOT in the spirit or because I am to tired to do so, but because I am still getting my home in order.
When I moved into my home in May of this year, I was working and was a month away from my surgery, so I barely had much time during the tiredness and work to actually get my new home where they need to be or get things up and running, so I am trying to do that now that I am nearly healed and my strength and energy are returning to where they once were.
My birthday is coming up, and I am so glad that I am able to have one now, I can't wait for this ne either. I can't wait to celebrate it.
Now that everything is getting better and on track, I am ready for a personal reboot of myself, and to begin living once again. I am now sure of what and where I need to be in life, and am happy that I can finally going to do it.
Raven
