15 March 2012

Feeling Antsy

I am feeling antsy lately, like I need to do something but I don't know what.

I am staying away from the resolutions I was making because they seem to be crazy!

Right now, I am consentrating on things I love to read like Diana Gabaldon and Jane Austen.  I just need that sense of normalcy for the moment!!

I may do a blog about Diana, but I am not sure.  It is an open thing at the moment.  The only problem is many people do these things.

I guess my problem is that I am desperately trying to find my thing like everyone else in the world.

I am considering going Vegan.  I am doing research, and to be honest it seems like things I can do since I have a food allergy to poultry too.  Though the fish thing may need to be looked into more thoroughly.

If I start a new diet, I will have to slowly integrate it into my life, like everything else so I don't feel like I am purposely depriving myself of anything!  There are many substitutes for the things I eat that are just as good.

I am also working on trying to figure out my personal calling in this life.  I don't know why, but I am feeling a bit alone in the world and in need of something more.  I used to feel these often, but I have a feeling I need to try harder.

Mists of Avalon

Two days in a row!  WOW!! I have been re-reading Mists of Avalon.   I know, last year I was supposed to be a part of a book discussion on it...