20 July 2012

Colorado Massacre

This makes me want to cry!  How can one person so calmly do this?


Batman Shooting

My heart is in Aurora Colorado!


Remember, the world is dangerous, but you must not let it kill your need to go out and LIVE your life!!

05 July 2012

Tired of Things

It seems that I am questioning myself again-as a writer and as a person.


I need to figure out why I am feeling such ennui these days.


I am trying to read Persuasion, but for some reason, my heart isn't in the place to read.  I want to blog on Tea In Austenland about this but it is hard when I cannot get motivated enough even for that.


I will spend time evaluating myself and figure out why this keeps happening.


Though, I do believe that the attitudes and actions of others that I know online have been the root cause of all of my feelings of apathy.  I watch friends doing stupid things and it makes me want to smack the snot out of them, but I only shake my head and contemplate unfriending them on Facebook.


Another part of me is wanting desperately to go back to the way things used to be when I first began playing on the internet, or doing some changes on me and on the things I do now.  I guess I just want to do things differently or go back to the way they used to be with a difference.


I miss doing book reviews and blogs about Diana Gabaldon and Jane Austen, I want to add more to that too.  I am just ready to make my life productive.


I am also tired of the way things are in my personal life.  The same bad habits keep showing up and keep me from doing what I want to do the most.  I want a productive life!

Mists of Avalon

Two days in a row!  WOW!! I have been re-reading Mists of Avalon.   I know, last year I was supposed to be a part of a book discussion on it...