Celtic Woman - The Voice Lyrics

This song has always resonated with me, in my heart.  


I often feel like the past, present and future are all calling me to live they mysteries with courage and conviction.

Crap Just Keeps Happening!

So much craziness has gone on over the last month or so..

I have had to work so much that I can barely do much of anything except eat and sleep.  

Now that work is slowing down and we are getting the help we need, I can finally relax and do the things I want to do, and finally get a weekend off.

It is time to start meditating again and searching my creative soul once again.  I feel and hear the voice of my poet trying to come out again, but I can barely hear her above the craziness of the world around me.

In the last few weeks of overtime and saving, I was able to get a television, cable, internet, mobile and home phones at a price I can afford.  I will be able to get online more often and do more writing as time goes by.  

My witchy soul is crying out for a good old fashioned pagan weekend, and I believe that will be this weekend, after a few chores, that is.  

I  still haven't done a lot to change my diet, but am beginning to change some things out such as sugar and excessive caffeine. Little by little, I will work on making sure that I eat better.

Litha is right around the corner, and I am excited!  I can't wait for it!

I haven't had the energy to do any ritual or spell work in the last few months, and mentally, I have felt drained from my job.  I won't practice when I am in that state of mind for fear of backlash.

I am glad that I haven't because I probably would have tried to do harm to others who have treated me wrong at work...and there have been quite  a few of those lately.

I am still working on opening my throat chakra so that I can speak my mind and clearly tell others to stop the madness when it comes to me.

There is one issue that keeps bothering me, and that is how people treat me.  For some reason, they mistake my kindness for being a doormat.  I have begun to speak up when I think it matters, but I am still being treated like I am supposed to be the resident maid service and servant.  It is time that I stop whining about this, suppressing my feelings and thoughts and voice them very clearly...it is time to stand up for myself.

While I am at it, it is also time for me to remember to do daily protection work so that I can let this all blow off me.  I have forgotten to do that lately because of all the work that I have been doing lately.

I think that if I start practicing again, things will get better.  While I had been doing these things before, I was more peaceful and less stressed.  

I moved my alter into my bedroom, but didn't really set it up again, I will be moving it back into my living room so that I can do what needs to be done daily.

With things settling down, I think that I will be alright.

Right now, I will just refresh my mind and spirit so that I can get to the other side of this particular hurdle and go back on my Wiccan way.

Blessed be