Change...Again!

The new job didn't work out, so I went back to an old job for now. It just didn't work out with the one, so I went to talk to my former boss and I was working the next day.

To  be honest, while I liked the job, and the people, I wasn't really what was needed there.

It's ok, at my old job I have time now to go find something better and I won't have to miss money or a paycheck. I have to go back to working Saturdays, but it's what I have to do to keep going. I won't be getting the hours I need, but I will be working. I start back tomorrow.

This also gives me the chance to do the things I love doing...writing and knitting. 

I know I have a lot of dreams here and I should dial some of them back, but I want that life of happiness while I still have time on this earth.

I have been re-reading J.R. Ward's BDB novels and getting up.  It seems that I am only about two or three books behind, but I will catch up with everyone soon.

I should go back and re-read Jane Austen and Diana Gabaldon, I am in the mood to get myself back on the old track.

I should update my Outlander blog or at least, re-vamp it at least. I may get to everything by the end of July or the summer.

With the new/old job I will be able to listen to audio books while working like I can while knitting.  That should be fun. 

Last week, I mentioned a plan that I wanted to implement...this is a two year plan/goal that I want to establish that means that by the time I am fifty, I am settled into what I feel my life should be, and be content with how I want things to be. I want to be content and happy.

I worked in a company recently where almost all of the older employees were always unhappy.  I watched them gripe and complain about almost everything, and I knew that I didn't want that to be me.  I wanted to be positive and eliminate the negative energies that these bitter women produced...and in order for me to do that, I must work hard to make sure that doesn't happen to me too.

In the second half of this year and through next year, I am going to concentrate on fulfilling the goals I am setting out for myself and in time, I hope to achieve these goals if I stick to my plan.

As much as I like the guy and company I am going to work for tomorrow, I know that I won't be able to stay there because it is not financially viable.  Right now, it is a temporary help until I can do what I need to do to survive the coming months until I can find a permanent place where I do make decent money and do what I need to do to live and save money.