Weekly Blah Blah

I am beginning to get frustrated with myself.

I still can't find a job, and I feel like I am slipping further and further into a kind of disorganized person.

My sleeping patterns are such that I don't sleep when I should and wake up later in the day no matter how hard I try to change it.

My apartment has slipped into disarray and I don't know why I can't get up and just do simple things other than the dishes.

I follow directions for my unemployment, but I still feel weird about the fact that I need it and it is so little I wonder if I am going to loose it sooner than I should.

I changed some things financially but that only made matters a bit worse, but I am not mad about it, I just needed to do something to make things easier on myself.

I haven't done anything for myself or my life that is meaningful to me.  

It may have to do with the fact that I can't seem to get into a Spring frame of mind.

I am going to work on it soon.

I have been so busy this week that I haven't been able to stop, I helped my stepmother all week, and this weekend.  I did it even though I didn't want to because my stepmom is important to me and it was for a St. Patrick's Day dance so why not?  Still exhausting.

I have more news coming soon, I just don't know if I can share this just yet, though I want to.