Next Steps, Standing Up For Myself

Beltaine is right around the corner, and I am ready for it!

Don't get me wrong, winter is good, but I love getting outdoors and playing in the sun, watching the flowers bloom.

This month has been hard on me at work.  For some reason, it seems like I take four steps forward and one back...I can't win at my job.  

I wanted to take my Saturdays off from now on, but it seems that my boss keeps finding reasons for me to work on Saturdays.  I used to only take one Saturday a month off so that I could get myself financially back on track. Now that I have done that and am ready to take every other Saturday lime everyone else there, starting in April, it seems that everyone and everything is conspiring against me.

It's time I did a spell to give me strength to say NO and the courage to do what is necessary to get what I need, like everyone else.  I am tired of being meek, and letting them all walk all over me.

I need to learn to put my foot down and remember that I am important too, and I have rights as well.

I have also begun the re-read of Outlander and am blogging about it on my other site.  It is time to get all of my ducks in a row and finish what I started.

My alter is set up and growing.  I am happy about that, and can't wait until it is the way I truly want it so that I can honor the Goddess and the God.  I am looking forward to its growth along with my own in the Craft.  

I have also gotten my home organized and where it needs to be, and have been knitting up a storm, preparing myself for fulfilling my future goals in this area.

For the month of May, I will continue to organize, plan, and work on the things I need to do in order to make my life what it needs to be. I can't quit now, I have come so far, and I know good thinks will come from all of this very soon.

I have been thinking about my poetry lately, and I can't wait for everyone to see it on Dreams Of The Blue Rose!  I have finally gotten my magickal self back, and I am loving every minute of who and what I am...and what is coming out of all of this!!

Everyone have a great weekend!
Raven