Warchild - No Way Home

Sherrilynn Kenyon's brother singing a new Dark Hunter song for Sundown!

Been Busy And Tired

I am so tired!  My job is crazy these days!  I can't believe how little regard management and her cohort has for others around them.


I barely get home, and lay down on the couch before I either pass out or turn on the tv and watch movies all day long!


I haven't even had the heart to be on Facebook, but then again, the drama there with certain friends is enough to drive me insane!  I am so tired of some of the attitudes and actions of people there.


I spend most of my time relaxing when I am home and thinking of how I want to live a better way than this.  I can't go on like this!  My apartment is an unholy mess and I can't even muster up the desire to clean it!!  It is horrible.


I spend as much time reading Jane Austen as watching movies!!  I don't know, I guess that Amanda Price in Lost In Austen is right, you take it on the chin and patch yourself up with Pride & Prejudice!  Only, I won't get the chance to step into the pages of Jane's world like Amanda did!  Though that would be absolutely fun, wouldn't it?


Either way, I am in need of something MORE here and not just scraping by financially and mentally!  I need something to help me remain true to myself!

New Work Hells

Well, it is official!  They fired one of the women I work with..this means I get to work six days a week and am expected to bust my own ass and stress out over dumb things.

The good news in this is that while I am working more, my paychecks are getting better and better! I will be able to get myself back on track in the next months or so, and I cannot wait to be in a better place.

I have decided that going Vegan, while a great idea, is not completely for me.  Instead, I shall cut my meat intake back even more than I do-which is 3 servings a week, and switch out less healthy things for  healthier.

I have also decided to cut off my eating out as much as I  possibly can and just relax about my eating habits.

I am still struggling with my writing.  It is sad, since I love to write, but it is getting harder and harder for me to do so!  I think it does have a lot to do with working too much.

I am struggling in other areas of my life that I need to work through.  

I have failed in my resolutions to change certain things this year, but I have decided on that score that it doesn't matter and to do things as they come, slowly integrating new patterns and things into my daily life rather than just shoving myself into them.

I will eventually get there, I just need to have patience!!